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I think I understand every word of every Akon song.
I often wonder did I truly do so wrong.
All my friends say that I need to say strong.
That my day in the sun should come in not too long.
That I will find someone somewhere I truly belong.
In the meanwhile, I have to stop driving myself crazy like a ping-pong.
Go mellow and chill out even though I don't smoke bong.

Should I remember the good times
Or just forget about the past?
Should I cry every time a bell chimes
Or just party out in every blast?
Am I just the victim of a horrible crime
Or a perpetraitor that deserves to be outcast?

If Cupid has nocked for me one more arrow
What more must I do for him to end my sorrow
Who else's happiness must I share or borrow
And which path must I now follow
To my fairy tale end of tomorrow?

Five years it would have been on this very day
But instead it was a tough one for the Black Buffet
I'm not even sure if my heart is still not in disarray
Whether I should kneel down once more and start to pray

If you don't see me much on this LJ writing
It's because I don't want to bore you with the whining
On how despite this heat, the sun is never shining

If you have any time, don't be shy to share your thought
Even though, in despair, I can quite distraught

Nothing feels quite as good as a little bit of love.